Day 17 - What's going through your head right now.
Not physically ill... just... how I feel a lot of the time when thinking about obligations and worries and stress and rocks.
Jazz again.
Saxophone again.
Octet again.
Everything I'm good at but weighs down my soul.
Sometimes I wonder if I should even be playing the saxophone. Sometimes I wonder if I made a wrong choice playing the instrument, or being involved in jazz, or taking lessons from a good teacher or being part of the Crescent Octet. I think I might've chosen a path contrary to what was planned for me before I came to earth.
But if instrumental music isn't what I'm meant for... than what am I?
Without it I am directionless. With it I am directionless.
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